Since my last post I managed to keep watching anime in Japanese (with either English or Spanish sub) and trying not to read the subtitles and now it feels kind of weird to watch anime in other languages, which seems to be a little odd. Anyways, I have had a busy schedule, but now that I quit my job and basically have no job propositions whatsoever, I think I'm gonna have more time to watch Japanese anime.
I'm watching Sailor moon, Hell girl, and a yaoi anime named Junjou Romantica, to whom it might concerned. Anyhow, lately, I came to realize that that little vowel "う" represents double vowels; which may sound pretty lame to someone who already knows the language, but it's a very important discovery for me, since before this "breakthrough" I used to pronounce the word " よう" (you) as yoh.oo. singing along some anime karaokes. Now I laugh just thinking about it. And so, words containing that "diphthong" such as ありがとう ("arigatou" as transcribed in some anime karaokes) or さようならwere very confusing to me because the pronunciation was different from the spelling.
Also, I've come to the realization that hiragana writing can be done in various styles (again, pretty lame discovery to people who already know the language well) and it's not that strict or rigid, which means that I have to use my memory even more. As far as learning kanji is concerned, I've decided to take one word at a time, for that's how we normally learn things in languages: I've settled to learn those freaking symbols kanji only in the context of a word, that is to say, no memorization of individual kanji, which wouldn't make much sense to me since I don't know the language well.
In addition to this, I've come to appreciate that in order to learn a language, one needs a lot of motivation. It didn't seem obvious to me in English because the whole process happened in stages, so to speak. So, I remained "fooled" in the early stages because I thought I was approaching native-like command. However, It wasn't until I was in the midst of it, that I learned that I still have a long way to go. It's like I thought I was very close to my goal, only to discover later that there was still a lot of details to polish.
On the other hand, it's not the same with Japanese. I know that If I want to be good, I'll have to spend years exposing myself intensively to the language and learning how to write it. Anyway, it's not that I want to come off as a whinny baby but, I feel like I'm at the base of a mountain and that I still have a long way up.
Also, I couldn't find any reasonable way of installing a "Japanese spelling software" on my computer so I chose to download a program which allows me to type in Japanese and then I copy and paste it wherever I need it, which was basically what I had to do to write this post. I'm open to suggestions.
PS: to anyone who reads this, please, if you have any recommendations about which anime I should watch, don't be afraid of leaving a comment, in the comment section below. さようなら。